For me today is really a waste of a day. I haven't been too impressed with this weekend. No one is around, everyone is out doing something, but because of work I couldn't go anywhere or do anything (not that anyone even asked). Whatever really?!
It's not that happy of a day, but I guess I can't complain...I'm sitting at home by myself doing nothing. But that's not the kind of person I am...I like to be kept busy. I am going to have to find something to do...I can't wait for school...be out of this country and have stuff to keep me busy. Be around people who want to include me in things. I am in strong need of that right now...it sucks to cry yourself to sleep at night and then not sleep very well because your dreams torment you. Such is life I suppose and on this holiday Monday I'll buck up and put on a face so that if I do eventually talk to anyone or see them I will have a "happy" face on.
Monday, 23 May 2011
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
grrrrr....
That's what my boss tells me to say every morning!! Why you may be wonder?! He seems to think that in order to be successful in law school and in my career I've got to toughen up. I agree...I do...but it's funny cause clients coming into the office who watch our daily morning routine chuckle to themselves. We've gotten funny looks, but can you help it when you see an old lawyer and young soon-to-be law student growling at each other?! haha!
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
The promise of the rainbow....
We've seen so much rain lately that we've forgotten the promise of the rainbow. It's a simple beauty, but requires a storm before it can be seen....it's very much like life in general...
It's been a while since I've had a blog, and I question myself as to how effective it will be for me to express my thoughts on here. Who will read my words? Who will care to? Is what I will write only for my benefit? Or will someone else learn from my own life experiences?
Personally I feel I'm being tossed on the waves of the biggest storm internally. My emotions, thoughts, feelings...find myself reduced to tears so often. Won't go into those details on here...that's not what this is about....but I'm counting down and will be working day by day through the challenges that I face.
It's been a while since I've had a blog, and I question myself as to how effective it will be for me to express my thoughts on here. Who will read my words? Who will care to? Is what I will write only for my benefit? Or will someone else learn from my own life experiences?
I am hoping to track my summer at home before moving to England. It's a move I'm looking forward to because I'm at a point where the majority of things in my life right now have me broken. I'll miss my family when I'm gone for sure....but other things, not really.
Personally I feel I'm being tossed on the waves of the biggest storm internally. My emotions, thoughts, feelings...find myself reduced to tears so often. Won't go into those details on here...that's not what this is about....but I'm counting down and will be working day by day through the challenges that I face.
My recent trip to England was proof that I belong....belong somewhere that is for me....my very own RAINBOW!!!!
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